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SO anyway, life is boring.
Havent updated in a while.
Figured I would.
So i'm at my dads, girlfriends house. Her and her kids are making breakfast in the kitchen like a Martha Stewart nightmare! So i've retreated into the playroom where there is bearly quiet from their crazy spanish music... I must say, they do have a beautiful home compared to mine... I guess thats all for now...
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[20 Oct 2006|12:47pm] |
Basic Info
Name: Kelsey Karen Brown
Birthdate: September 25, 1989
Sex: Crazy cat lady at the end of your street
Eye Color: Green/Hazel
Hair Color: Brown/dirty blonde/blonde
Height: 5'4"
Where were you born: Biddeford, Maine
Current Location: Kennebunk, Maine
Piercings: ears : [
Tatoos: NONE! :' [
Nicknames: Momma?
Favorites
Animal: Doggies
Band: I have too many, but i must say Jake is absolutly stunning on a guitar!
Singer: Too many, once again
Type of Music: Classical, Oldies, Power Metal
TV Show: Fosters Home for Imaginary Friends and Two-A-Days
Type of Movie: Scary
Movie: Butch Cassidy and the Sundance Kid
TV Genre: Reality
Song: Where is my Mind - The Pixies
Drink: Apple Cider
Fast Food Restaurant: BK on the highway!!!
Restaurant in General: Ruby Tuesdays
Food: Cheese and crackers iwth a nice glass of milk
Favorite Car: BMW X5
Store: I shop just about everywhere...
Mall: Is there any other?
Sport: Football
Team: NY Giants?
Athlete: Shawn?
Color: Green
Book: Other than Catcher in the Rye, i've loved them all
Subject: Psychology and Creative Writting
Relationship
Relationship Status: Married...
If in relationship, [with] who?: Shawn Ingham
Do you have a crush?: sure, but doesnt everyone...
Last relationship lasted how long?: on and off for about 5 months
When did it end?: Jannuary of 06
Number of ex bf/gf?: 2, well... alot more if you count all the other ones that didnt last over a month...
Straight/Gay/Bi?: Straight, but i'd f*ck Keira Knightley
In a guy/girl
Hair Color: Doesnt matter
Length of Hair: I could care less, depends on what you look good with...
Eye Color: Bright eyes, or if they are dark they still have to speak out to me from across the room! - HAHA!
Height: Taller than me
Weight: Not skinnier than me, but not wicked fat... : /
Style of clothing?: Sucker for skater boys : [
Type of music?: Same as me (a wide variety)
Totally Random Stuff
Do you drink?: Yup
Do you smoke?: Yes : [
Have you been drunk?: OHH Yes!
Have you been high?: Yea
Do you play a sport?: Dance
Do you play an instrument?: Nope
Can you sing?: Hell yes! I can belt out a hella tune every now and again!
Can you dance?: well i can in dance team, but out in the club - f-dat
Do you consider yourself an artsy person?: yea i guess so O_o
Do you drive?: Yup I do!
What kind of car do you drive?: 86' Volvo
What do you want to become when you get out of school?: A criminal psychologist
Current Clothing: Thermal PJ pants and a wife beater
Current Music: The Jeep Song - Dresden Dolls
What are your bad qualities?: Moody as all hell, very shy, and i'm a fucking cunt when the occasion calls for it
What are your good qualities?: Very open
Most appealing feature: My spunk?
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[10 Oct 2006|02:08am] |
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Go Kelsey, you've officially fucked up every aspect of your life!
I'm so fucked over by everyone I could possibly have ever known, even myself. Life fucking sucks, i have no one, literally. I'm fucked up all the time, my grades are the same as they were last year, and i'm ready to fucking jump off my roof, get into a coma, and then when all this shit has fucking past pop out a few kids and die with a few scars. I've faced the fact that while i'm in this shithole town i'm going nowhere fast! I'm fat, i'm not myself, i'm droopy, and depressed. The only fucking reason i'm still alive is because no matter how hard i try, the end of my sleeping pills wont work, and i dont have anything else to fuckign shove down my throat. Alcohol isnt enough and neither is weed. I need friends, girlfriend, i new life, a new everything.
FUCK YOU!
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[12 Sep 2006|07:44pm] |
Today is the worst day ever.
I am the worst person ever.
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[25 Aug 2006|08:53pm] |
Went ot the mall today with my paycheckkk! Twas fun : ] I bought:
A skirt
A purse
A skeleton shirt
A Hello Kitty sweater
A thermal skull shirt
2 necklaces
A stripped brown shirt
Haunted by Palahniuk
A cigg case with a robot
And
A cigg case with Bettie Page
It was awsome, until we went over to Ashleys... Her uncle Rick is crazy. We had a beer with him but his brain is so fucking fried from, everything i guess, wierdo. But tonight i finally have Tylenol PM so i can sleep. Tomorrow i work a 9 hour day, but it will go by faster since i work with Tory...
Ok, well i took my PM quite a while ago and its most deff kicking in. Plus Footloose is on TV and i wanna watch it : ]
Peace.
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[18 Aug 2006|09:04pm] |
I have a pinched nerve in my knee... I cried about 4 times today at work because of it. Thank go they let me out early. I have practically no life anymore, they work me noon to close 5 days a week. Blah, it sucks but its good money...
I miss Shawn : [ He needs to come home ASAP.
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[08 Aug 2006|10:13pm] |
So today was my first say at work!!!
I work at the Cape Porpuse Kitchen (or however your spell porpuse)! It's really fun but really blah. I got home from working 9 to 3 and crashed until about 5. Now i have to open tomorrow with Sasha, fun... haha! All the girls that work there are nice though, its a good time overall. Now after working 6:30 to noon, i get to drive and hour and a half to NH to visit baby. I called him back not too long ago and he didnt seem to excited : [
Oh well!!
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[04 Aug 2006|10:50pm] |
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Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I’m not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I’m still waiting
I’m through with doubt
There’s nothing left for me to figure out
I’ve paid a price
And I’ll keep paying
I’m not ready to make nice
I’m not ready to back down
I’m still mad as hell and
I don’t have time to go round and round and round
It’s too late to make it right
I probably wouldn’t if I could
‘Cause I’m mad as hell
Can’t bring myself to do what it is you think I should
I know you said
Can’t you just get over it
It turned my whole world around
And I kind of like it
I made my bed and I sleep like a baby
With no regrets and I don’t mind sayin’
It’s a sad sad story when a mother will teach her
Daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger
And how in the world can the words that I said
Send somebody so over the edge
That they’d write me a letter
Sayin’ that I better shut up and sing
Or my life will be over
I’m not ready to make nice
I’m not ready to back down
I’m still mad as hell and
I don’t have time to go round and round and round
It’s too late to make it right
I probably wouldn’t if I could
‘Cause I’m mad as hell
Can’t bring myself to do what it is you think I should
Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I’m not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I’m still waiting
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[23 Jul 2006|10:59pm] |
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I wish i was like Marla Singer.
The.End.
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[20 Jul 2006|10:13pm] |
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Ok update...
I feel like shit.
Never-fucking-mind.
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[20 Jul 2006|08:33pm] |
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i love shawn.
shawn loves me.
ho hum, life is wonderful!
Summer school is almost over, and summer vaction is going by quite slow actually. Its nice : ] but anyway, i've been having oodlez and noodlez of fun fun fun!
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[06 Jul 2006|11:21pm] |
High. For the second night in a row.
I just saved hello kitties life!! Go K to the Elsey! Sorry i'm so retarded everyone.
i'm out,
peaaaace!!
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[05 Jul 2006|07:21pm] |
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I'm under the influence and in dire need ofa little chat with the LJ gods.
Ok. Well that was boring...
Watching Snatch and thinking how cool it would be to have a life like that movie.
Ah, imagination.
Having a pool/bonfire party, well not really a party more a "get together". Is there a difference?
Oh yeah, as this fellow next to me <--shawny--<<< reminded me. He is spending the night!!! I'm uber happy, we will have so much fun tonight. I feel like a 5 year old writting in a diary : [
Blah. Bye.
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[26 Jun 2006|02:19am] |
So here i sit again, sleepless in kennebunk. *sad panda* I hate not being able to sleep, i cant find my melatonin anywhere... I've just spent the past half hour looking for it, and i'm still not tired from the stress and physical strain of trying to find it.
I cried today. Not as much as i really needed to, i tried my hardest not to let loose. It was really hard. I just need a really good cry.
116, time to freak out again. I almost miss my fuzzy headed nights...
I have no friends. It sucks. Oh well, nothing new anyway i guess... I never have, never will.
Its raining out, really hard. I miss the old days. I'm so tired and everythigns choppy and nothings making sense. Well it is to me. The movie on TV is sad and the song thats playing in hte background is making me want to cry, i think its dave matthews or some shit. Who knows...I dont. I need to get away again. I'm going insane, but no one knows. I'm being my "normal" kelsey...but really i'm so fucked up lately that i zone out every second of the day, i dont give a shit about what anyone has to say, when i drive, i hope more than anything that i will get hit... i pray that in the split second that an 18 wheeler drives by me, i can turn the wheel the right way...
Wow, i'm very emotional, suicidal, crazy. My vision is always blurry and i eat too much.
I'm gunna die.
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[04 Jun 2006|10:51am] |
So the dance show is tuesday and wendsday and i'm in 4, possibly 5 if shawn decides to do it or lizzie decides to split the nights. This show actually isnt as stressful as all the prior ones, how strange...I almost miss the feeling. Today i get to go to Kohls with 50 DOLLARS!!! I'm pretty happy i hope i can find what i need plus some cute shirts and maybe a skirt...i'm in dier need : [
Well thats all, Ta-Ra for now.
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[29 May 2006|10:30pm] |
So this is my NEW LAYOUT!!! i love it, i think its the cutest thing ever.
Moving on.
Hung out with Jenny, Kay, Christopher, and a little bit of Curtis on Saturday. Twas a blast. Then Shawn and i went to a BBQ at keepers, but didnt eat there - we went to rapid rays! We camped in Shawns backyard, had a grand time *wink wink* Then had yet another BBQ at 2. But thennnn Keeper called and we ended up going swimming at the pipeline. I cut my foot up. THE END!!!
pea.ess. i'm still dead inside from that STUPID SHOE SONG!!!
f.you.
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[25 May 2006|09:27pm] |
Once you are tagged you MUST write an entry about 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next six people to be tagged and list their names.
1) I dont like ice cream as much as i say i do...i actually kind of hate it
2) I cant change the channel when Cops is on
3) I'm a little OCD - if i accidentaly hit something once with my left/right hand i have to hit it an even number of times or until i feel comfortable after, then do exactly the same with the other hand
4) I get antsy if i dont have soda
5) I have to drive with one hand to feel comfortable
6) I cant shop alone
I tag...
I'm to lazy to tag anyone. Just do it if you want to.
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[23 May 2006|03:44pm] |
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Well now, here i am again. Blarg.
Today was horrible. I cant help but feel really sad whenever i'm happy, like i'm doing something wrong or cheating myself out of something. Which i'm not. Have you ever woken up and felt like no one else was alive? Like you were the only person left on earth...talk about feeling crumby : [ I cried in the bathroom first block and third block, the worst part is i dont know why. I hate everyone, everyones too materialistic, even i'm guilty of it. I just hate it so fucking much! I cant have a serious conversation with anyone anymore, it always turns into a joke or i get mad or pissed off. Everyones pissing me off lately... poo on you. Die. Why am i never good enough for anything? I'm always the one people dump their problems on... But no one listens to mine. Well... chris does, but i havent talked to him in week or so. I still find it amazing how people can be so self centered without even knowing it...Everyone is. Even me.
Ok i'm really sad again...
The. Fucking. End.
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[16 May 2006|10:33pm] |
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What drives me crazy is being so blind.
I'm sorry I never knew...
I'm sorry...I never asked if you were really ok...
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[16 May 2006|12:06am] |
Americas Funniest Home Videos with Bob Sagget is amazing. End of fucking story.
Shawn is spending the night, well more like once my mom goes to bed i'm gunna go pick him up and we are leaving before she wakes up tomorrow morning.
Ok. Bye.
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